So I did it...

I published my resume on Monster.com.
I redid a much more fabulous version in Publisher.
And I am sending it along to a friend's interview tomorrow.
Aaahhh!!!
Am I really that unhappy at work? Or am I scared to death that Onthank will shut its doors and I won't be prepared?
I don't know. But I am tired of faking my way through my day only trusting 2 other people and missing the others that have been "laid off due to economical issues: aka Fired for Personal Reasons.
For all who don't know this... I hate starting over. I hate being the new girl. I hate going into a new place all alone with no one who knows me. I have surrounded myself at Onthank with friends. If it's meant to be, I'll leave. But I will need a lot of reassurance and a big push out the door. and occasionally the push feels like its coming any day.